Sep 25
Health is shit. When isn't it. I've been on a low for quite some time now. Not going out. Not able to do much. It is what it is. Somedays the aches and pains are wicked. Others they dial down. I don't know. To be honest I am beyond tired even keeping track of it. I just float on the stormy seas. And go where it wills. Sometimes someone tells me I should go to the doc. Get this checked. That looked at. Eh. Meh. 5 years in has taught me a lot of things about the standard of healthcare and what it does and doesn't do. There is nothing there for me. Or at least. The healthcare *I have access to* does nothing for me. I have been meaning to go out for a month now to get some potting soil. One of my plants outgrew its pot. Its roots literally pushing it one inch above the pot. I have. Pulled it out. Used a bigger pot I had. But. It has languished. On the side. Waiting for me to have energy and the right sleep schedule and everything else to pop out, get some soil, and properly...