Jun 5
Sleeping a lot. Pains are still there. They wax and wane in intensity across a 24 hour period, but they are always there, always significant, and they wax to very bad indeed. I'm also slipping back into slower, grubbier, more ill, more fog periods when waking up again. But. This might be where I haven't been so consistent with hydration salts. The effects are real. 3 days off them. And you can feel an anchor thrown out the back. Dragging behind you. A period of sleep today. I dreamed of nice things. At least there. Something nice. Not in pain. Not in misery. Talking. Flirting. Something that in the waking world is a million miles away from possible. I woke from that into a wall of unwellness. A "buzz" inside me. A feeling of hot, horrible, unwellness. Like a stewing flu. A plague. I mean that kind of literally. There is a horrible *feeling* to it. Something is very very off. Somewhere deep in the torso. And a faint electric buzz to it. Nerves perhaps. It is a faint e...