Oct 17
I am taking it beyond slow today. Sleeping. And more sleeping. And doing very little. I can feel my batteries are low, and, resting barely gives any charge back at all. But it does help the tiniest bit. Slowly. This is of course what they say CFS is about. Your batteries are permanently low, and, they don't recharge. That description feels absolutely apt at the moment. I can feel my energy levels, and how even with a solid 12 to 14 hours of sleep, the needle barely moves up. Conversely, act ballpark normal for an afternoon and the batteries drain flat. Tricky. Last night I opted for an ibuprofen. The pains were particularly bad. So. Fuck it. I am taking an ibuprofen. It makes a difference. It takes the edge of the pains. I think with a sustained dose it does better, but I am loathe to continually munch on ibuprofen unless I absolutely have to ( ie, killer gout ). Despite being in hardcore rest mode today, I am not in a comfortable spot. This is the ironic rub of me having all this